Loves fire, fire accessories, duct tape, and Flickerstick
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CHANDLER, aka Alex
17 years old, speech goddess...
Loves German soccer and the Dave Matthews Band
Friday, May 31, 2002
let's try this again
so ok, i'm sitting here doing almost nothing, trying to think of something to do.
and apparently it's not working.
so i'm just gonna let my mind wander around a bit... i think that this should be a little more comprehendable than my last free thought rant (which reminds me that i really have to change my rants around on the site).
it's summer. hot, hot summer. i went with my mom today to get the mail and it was 97 freakin degrees outside. damn hot. oh yeah and my skin is burning up cause of those meds that i'm on. i walk out in the sun for two seconds and my skin is glowing red.
but anyway... summer. you get out of school, and work, or go on vacation, or do SOMETHING, right? am i right? that's what i thought.
a week into summer (or summer break, i should correct myself) and my goals have suddenly slipped from actually doing stuff to sitting on my bed and reading my book, or getting on the net. surprisingly i haven't really watched that much tv. but the summer is young...
my plans were (#1) to clean my room, throw out all the crap and give away the rest of the stuff... and then to actually get up off my ass for a change and do something. take a walk (which i've held off on, due to my extreme burning in the sun). meditate. do some yoga. SOMETHING.
but alas, here i am on the net again, trying to rationalize my decision for not doing any of those things.
but it's only the first week, and we've all earned the first week to do nothing, hell i know that i have.
so next week it's gonna change. i hope.
*good thing* - my brother started work this week! i'm free, for a while anyway...
i'll be back later, with some good news... or not, but oh well.
so it does work.
the previous entry (or lack of, depending on if you know what to do with it) is just a little thing that i... sort of stole off someone else. not really, because technically they did it in a different way, and i just did it the easy way.
sooo...
to read the below text (and other entries like it that will no doubt be around later) just highlight the text... and poof! you can read it. Example: see? if you're doing this right then you should be able to read this. if not... then oh well.
wow, i feel stupid.
i was just reading my past posts, and i barely scrolled down and saw a post from like a month ago. That's sad that i don't have anything to say for months on end.
But then again, I'm going on the fact that barely anyone comes here anyway.
I have decided (well, not really, but i just felt really bad about this) that i'm gonna do more. yes, that's what i said. don't try and understand what that means cause it would take me a really long time to explain, and i'm still dead from this past year, so don't go there.
so
nothing has happened... i'm just trying to write until something inspires me.
but then again that rarely happens.
3 weeks
tomorrow's finally friday
yay ok nothing's hit me so bye
