Loves fire, fire accessories, duct tape, and Flickerstick
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CHANDLER, aka Alex
17 years old, speech goddess...
Loves German soccer and the Dave Matthews Band
Sunday, June 30, 2002
good for me
i changed that gaudy old counter from bravenet. now i have a little number on the right side of the screen instead of that huge thing. thank you darkcounter.com.
i got a counter from bravenet.com. it's really too big but i already signed up and all, and they're sending me newsletters and all so i can't exactly back out now. maybe i'll change it, make it smaller. or not.
i am sooooooooo tired. still have nothing to talk about.
hey one thing... we still have kittens that we want to give away. that's right... they're free. we'll probably even give you some cat food to go with them to save you a few bucks. they're wonderful little things that really need homes. don't worry, we have a lot of them, so we'll always have some to give away.
i just got up from a nap and feel like i need to sleep some more. bye
ah friday morning and all's well. maybe i'll get into town this weekend. maybe not.
you know i really thought i had something to talk about, but apparently not. i really need something to happen so i can write a whole paragraph on something other than me having nothing to talk about.
my goal for ... as long as i can keep it up... is to write actual emails to people. it's nice when you check your email and actually have something there.
i just got back from santa (and villa linda which i haven't been to in six months) and i bought nirvana's nevermind. i love it. damn shame that cobain's dead.
damn i just looked at the liner... you know that there wouldn't be any lyrics. oh well what did i expect. half of the fun of nirvana is trying to figure out what he says.
i really hope it rains. oh yeah now i remember what i was pissed about. so i put a button on this page to go to wil's site... but he's on CruiseTrek and the server went down so now it doesn't work. that's annoying but it'll get fixed eventually.
i got some more pictures up on the site... and i finally got the drama pictures to work. so matt if you're reading this and haven't checked your email yet, go see the site!
not much else to say. i'm sooo tired. i have to eat lunch sometime soon. you know this smoke crap is really pissing me off. i look out my window and instead of seeing the mountains or the sky i just see this grey smoke. everywhere. if we didn't get two nights of rain before the smoke came in, i'd be even more pissed.
ok so i'm not really mad, but you get the idea.
and besides, there are a whole lot of other people that are angry cause their houses could burn down.
ok i know that usually i try to make the title of the post totally irrelevant to the actual post, but this time i'm going to stray from the system a bit. so yesterday i was completely craving comfort foods. none of which we had in the house. comfort foods, you know, like pie, cheese cake, massive amounts of coffee from starbucks, cookies, and of course the classic ice cream. at least those are my comfort foods. that and italian. anyway it was driving me crazy. as a matter of fact just thinking about it makes me want it again. damn you people making me remember things like that!
sorry, i tend to go crazy when i have low blood sugar.
so right now i'm here at the computer staring at this bottle of water... that i've only had two sips of. water is the hardest thing for me to drink. give me milk. give me soda. give me tomato juice. but please don't give me water. it's so menacing... that bottle of water. it's just staring at me, seemingly saying "drink me, Drink Me, DRINK ME OR DIE!!!!" (yeah i hear little voices). that bottle knows that it is my arch enemy, and it feeds on my paranoia. it's just waiting for that day when i pass out and die from dehydration, and then it's going to laugh at me and say "i TOLD you so!". damn bastard probably going to make it rain at my funeral too.
woah sorry i really need to eat something or i'm gonna pass out.
remember... Beware of the Water Bottle!!! dum dum duuum (don't ask)
what you may ask? i fixed my computer, that's what. well ok my dad told me to go to microsoft.com and update our windows version so that it won't suck as much as it did.
*little advice* DO NOT get windows Millenium Edition (ME). i don't think that they're putting them out anymore... probably cause it sucks so much. it's not even a real operating system. at least that's what i say. it was just a little thing they decided to do in 2000, "if you buy our dell computers, we'll give you a free operating system... Windows Millenium Edition!!!!"
those bastards. whatever.
so yeah i couldn't get java to work on geocities, so i couldn't fix the site cause pagebuilder is run on java. so i took like two hours this morning downloading new stuff for ME and fixed it. and i sort of messed with the site. funny, once i got in there i remembered i have absolutely nothing to talk about or change.
so now i'm doing my nails. and it's really pissing me off cause the bottle says "coats once" or something like that, but it doesn't even go on. the paint just stays on the brush and i end up getting really crappy looking nails. good thing i use 4 coats of nail polish.
alex is gone AGAIN and won't really be back till like end of july. that sucks.
and my mom and brother and his *cough* girlfriend *cough* are in LA. which is pretty cool because i have whole days of uninterrupted silence. ah, the silence :-)
ok i've gotta go paint my nails on my right hand now. bye
i woke up this morning at 5:30 to the shouts of my brother. you guys know. USA was playing Germany. apparently it was a good game cause i wasn't able to get back to sleep until they left to the airport. my brother and mom, that is. then i went back to bed, and i was almost asleep when the phone rang. it was my mom. they had left the rental car and hotel info at home. so i had to get up and read it to her.
then i went back to bed and slept till eleven.
got up, got 2 cups of coffee, and got on the computer to mess with the blog's html. i've been here ever since. maybe i should finally eat breakfast at 12:30.
i just signed up here. not that i need to explain, but i write this stuff down here so i'll always know where it is. ok, just clearin that up. Blogskins.
that's right. i actually tried to go to the site and add/fix stuff, but the link to pagebuilder on the main won't work, so i tried this other one that won't load. of course it could just be my computer and the fact that the lines out here are really slow, but i like to blame these things on the technical people.
so since i can't get in there and add stuff, i'll just have to do it here. so i went to wil's site (like i do every single day) and he has some pretty cool links... make yourself a lego personality here, and make yourself a southpark character here. it's pretty cool, but they don't have any lighters as accessories. or flame throwers.
anyway i haven't been doing much, so there isn't a lot to talk about. i don't know maybe i'll have a midnight revelation and write something spectacular. or not. oh well wishful thinking.
maybe i'll just rip off some lyrics from some really cool people...
damn, i don't know about you people there in santa, but damn did we get a rain last night. or is it evening?
anyway it's the most rain i think i've ever seen where i live. it was freakin FLOODING! flooding people, i mean damn, that's a lot of rain... and so much hail i thought my skylight was going to bust. it was wicked. just hearing the thunder. i wish it did that a lot more, but no, this is new mexico, we're lucky if we have enough irrigation water to keep our afalfa growing... to keep our cows fed so we don't have to sell the whole lot. damn.
wow so we're back from BigAlbertson's. damn. that place is big. lots of sales promotions. really organized. REALLY CROWDED. yeah it was an experience. and since i still hadn't eaten lunch i couldn't get another coffee. oh well the day is young... sort of. yay my grams is back home so we can go into spaña now. mmm little off the subject but for all you girls out there-- i don't know if it was just cause it's the big opening of albertson's or something else but there were a lot of cute guys there. and if they're not there when you go there, don't blame me. you just missed out is all.
i was just looking at the last post and i remembered something that made me really tiffed. so creed cancelled their may 25th concert at pan am cause scott stapp got in an accident, but they said they'd come back end of summer. which is like end of july - end of august, right? but no, they're coming back on OCTOBER 2ND!!!! that's a wednesday, and a schoolday, so i'm obviously not going anymore. unless my parents get really generous and let me go (like that'll ever happen).
i woke up at seven o'clock this morning. and i had two cups of coffee. i feel a little hyper. so i decided to finally get on and write something on this before i forget my password.
so i went to the dinky little clinic in spaña cause of that damn rash on my neck, and for the first time EVER that i've gone there i got in in like 10 minutes. i guess it really pays to have an 8:30 appointment. so i was already pretty impressed, and then this kick ass doctor came in (anyone who acts a little crazy... good crazy... constitutes as kick ass) and she got a black light (i'm sure it was a little more professional than that) and shined it on my neck and it GLOWED! wish i could've seen it. so that was pretty cool, i mean, i glow in the dark, except that it's a little not cool cause that meant that it was a fungus. why the hell am i telling you this? you don't want to know my weird glowing experience... oh yeah, cause i'm hyper... anywho she gave me a prescription (sp? who cares) and we took it to walgreens and we're going to go back at like 11 and pick up the mail and my stuff and then, with some persuasion and bribes, we might be going to ...
BIG ALBERTSON'S!!!!
i was about to say "superAlberson's" but then i remembered that it isn't in the same league as our SuperWalMart. They're giving away Starbuck's coffee! well not exactly free it's buy one get one free, but you say free coffee and i'm there. so hopefully, maybe if i offer to drive, my mom will decide to do her shopping at the newly opened albertson's.
This is what my day consists of children, hoping that we have to go grocery shopping so i can get out of the house.
I am currently listening to my newest bought cd: Bleed American by Jimmy Eat World. mmm, took me 4 listens to get into it, but now it's in my top 5 (the others being Flickerstick and Creed... yes, Creed). I think my mom's gonna go crazy by the end of this week because i've been listening to it nonstop. But i'm sure she's happy that she doesn't have to listen to Flickerstick yet again, given that i've been playing that cd almost nonstop since i got it on my birthday.
I'm cleaning my room. so far i've got about half of my shelves clean, and a lot of stuff in boxes. Man, am i a packrat. I've got stuff from since i was six and was playing with dolls. yeah that's a long time. i have about two shelves worth of stuff on my floor, and i have no idea what to do with it yet. oh well maybe i'll get some inspiration and burn something...
ok let me recap in my mind so i don't repeat myself... bigAlbertson's- check, doctor- check, room- check, JEW- check... what else?
oh yeah now i remember... so i've decided to take 10 inches off my wonderfully long hair. i know i must be crazy but it goes to a good cause (cancer society or something... they make wigs out of it), and as my mom says i have two months for it to grow out. i think that it'll be just below my shoulders if i cut it. If anyone has any suggestions or a message of warning for me please email me soon, ok?
yeah, like any of my friends actually reads this. and if you do, then could you please harrass me or something on the comments? thanks, i appreciate it.
AND - i'm getting my third piercing on my ears. sometime soon i think, whenever my aunt can spare the time.
That pretty much sums it up, i think. little random but if you want to download something try "Get It Faster" by JimmyEatWorld. i love it...
ok maybe i'll change up the site sometime in the near future... maybe.
