So the days slowely count down to friday to when I die...wisdom teeth. According to Kristin's brother it was "worst than dying" so Im kinda scared.
I got money now Im not so broke!! YAY!! me! I have to babysit again if they make me go swear to god I am going to have to... well probably go to.
My eyes hurt I dont mean to complain but I feel like ripping them out they itch. Allergies bite! I had my Allegra perscription filled! but it will take like a week to fill.
Ed Exley A hooker, cut to look like Lana Turner, is still a hooker.
i bought a dry-erase board for my locker. i'm hoping to get a top locker this year... really hoping. so i don't know what else to say. amazingly i'm not listening to that song...
i just spoke to alex so now i'm off to put an "about" on this blog...
i should've counted how many time's i've listened to this song...
so two more people have emailed me... melissa and felicja. see if you email me i'll put your name up on this blog! isn't that nice? yeah that's what i thought.
so today's story... hmm wait no i won't tell you. you people don't want to hear crazy personal stories. you want to hear... Soft Cell! ok sorry i'll really stop it now.
mmm 2 weeks before school. it's a scary thought. oh yeah i was thinking... now that alex is on the blog i should maybe put up one of those about columns? yes? no? hey email me and tell me! yeah i'm really fishing around for some email.
hey that movie Signs comes out on friday... i have to see it... it's a must... it's about aliens people! aliens! and crop circles! this is sooo my type of movie!
Soft Cell - "Tainted Love"Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Oh... tainted love
Tainted love
Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
And you think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Oh... tainted love
Tainted love
Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Tainted love, tainted love (x2)
Touch me baby, tainted love (x2)
Tainted love (x3)
- - - - - - - - - - -
baby baby where did our love go
oh don't you leave me
don't you leave me no more
i've got this burnin, yearnin, yearnin
feeling inside me
ooh deep inside me
and it hurts so bad
you came into my life
so tenderly
with a burning love
that stings like a bee
and now that i've surrendered
so helplessly
you now wanna leave
you wanna leave me
i'm currently trying to download "tainted love". the good 80's one, not marilyn's. but that is pretty good, come to think of it. anywho this is the second one i'm downloading... the first one didn't sound right... like the bass line was out or something... and this one is a remix but i like it so i'm gonna finish downloading and see how it goes.
so yeah we're back from santa. the news is that i have a very crappy guitar... like i didn't know that already. the guys at that guitar place we went to (this is the person who can never remember anything you know) said i could maybe get like $50 for it... if i'm lucky. so the cheap fender we found was $115, and i don't know when we're gonna go looking around some more.
oooh scratch that. the song was a weird remix. on to the third download...
so from the email i sent this morning only one person has emailed me back. thank you paula. i appreciate it. and i'm sure alex does too.
mmm i didn't report about my shoes i got yesterday. you know ross is a great place to find stuff. i found these really nice blue dress shoes for $4 (and no they're not crappy). yeah i was saying that all i need now is a dress to go with them...
oh no my computer is being stupid so i better post this before it dies on me...
Kristin is so cool I am at her house at the moment, she is going to take guitar. I think that is such a hard instrument. I dont know why I just do. So go her!! I am taking art. I cant draw so Im kina scared.
I am babysitting again today! fun!
Thats movie I haven't seen for a while: The wizard of Oz!
yeah so i got up this morning like at 7:30 'cause my teeth hurt. so after i took something for the pain i started reading Black Boy. it's pretty good, considering i've only read one chapter. only 19 to go.
so yeah we're going back into town like at 11:30 or something... going to see if we can trade in my guitar. but i think i've said that already. i tried looking on google for some more pictures, but alas i couldn't think of anything to search for.
i sent everyone an email a few minutes ago. told them to COME SEE this site (and the main) and now that you're here (i know that at least one person is here because of that email) please take some time to ridicule me in the comments box, ok?
good.
and you can also go to the messageboard and post up there.
so yeah.
i'm being summoned to get my ass up and get going. so i suppose i will.
so yeah you know what's really weird? when i come here i keep scrolling down to look at frankie. and that's sort of freaking me out. i didn't think i was into transvestites but hey you have to admit he does look pretty good in heels...
ok enough of that. alex is here. yay! yeah we found matthew --v (my sad attempt at a down arrow) so there he is. we tried to put owen's pictures on before but it didn't work.
mmm fire.
mmm lighters.
mmm transvestites.
i don't know what i'm saying anymore. i'm gonna surf a while and get back to yall. oh my god someone kill me i just used the term "yall".
So i was just typing away when suddenly I see this picture of a transvestite and I ask you, how am I supposed to compete with that?I have nothing. oh well. Kitties are cute, especially chandler. I want all my friends ( kristin) to know that for my birthday I expect you to steal a sign near the Radison it says "GREG ave." I want it really bad. so if you read this I want it!!! Oh I need to watch L.A. Confidential. OFF THE RECORD ON THE QT AND VERY HUSH-HUSH!!! These are taken by the lovely Owen Conley. Yes hes really talented and other things but I dont want to bore you... Did you know that a mosquitoe has teeth?!?!?! yeah like 75 or something like that its a huge number. I get my wisdom teeth out soon (cry!) i dont think i will live past saturday. oh well. Chandler
i felt sort of bad 'cause i went to wwdn first and put on the comments that i posted a happy birthday message on my blog... and here i am doing it now.
this is the third time i've been on the net today. i keep getting on expecting someone to be on AIM but no. apparently nobody gets on the internet on sundays. and don't give me that "we were at church" crap. everybody knows that i'm the only one that consistently goes to church. so don't play that card with me.
i got back from my uncle's house like 20 minutes ago. we had a party. well more like a family get together. if it was my mom's family then i could classify it as a party. but anyway it was really cold at that house and it made my knees really hurt so now i'm tired and trying to keep off my feet so my knees don't kill me anymore.
i don't even feel like watching tv. that's something that doesn't really happen. i've been feeling like i have to go somewhere, but of course i have nowhere to go and nothing to do. unless i could go bug alex. maybe i'll just write a lot of emails...
so yeah right before i started posting this i went on google and got... i guess it's the poster from the movie or something. yeah i got the poster from the movie i saw last night.
hey i'm getting pretty good with my tags. no stupid, not tagging tags. html tags.
Hey so I am now apart of this blog. YAY!!! I cant go to Brians party.... why? because I am getting my wisdom teeth out..very depressing. I'm going on a picnic!!! I cant wait It will be SO MUCH FUN!!!! im very excited. ok so i dont know how to put pictures up but imagine Dave right there.
isnt he beautiful and wonderful and he is sooooooo talented.
Part of me is really excited about school and the other part isn't. Brian and I are going to be Mulder and scully. It's going to be so cool. CHHHH ten 4 this is chandler signing out CHHHHHHH
yay so i got alex signed up here at blogger. so you guys (which is only like 3 people) should be hearing from her.
i put up my test and alex's test on the sidebar there --->. we rock. that's all i'm gonna say.
hey people, when you come here, why don't you write something in the comments? anything. i honestly don't really care. unless you're chris... in that case STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM MY BLOG!!! i'm thinkin of changing the skin on this blog again, but then i'll lose all my stuff on the sidebars and that'll really piss me off. so maybe i'll just leave it this way.
school starts the 15th. oh joy. the only cool thing about school starting is 1- i get to see all my friends frequently again 2- walkie talkies and 3- i'm finally gonna learn how to play my guitar!
oh last chance... if you want a kitten you REALLY have to email me soon 'cause we're givin them away SOON.
so i got my schedule yesterday. i'm pretty happy about it too. so here it is so i won't have to keep telling everyone...
1st - Trig
2nd - Guitar
3rd - Religion / Psychology
4th - Art / Computer Science
6th - US History
7th - English 11 AP
pretty good... except for psych but that's ok.
So i'm broke. well i have $20 and like $100 that my mom owes me (but i don't count that money). and i actually want to buy stuff too. i want to get samuel beckett's "stories and texts for nothing", a new cd player 'cause my old one's shot, trade in my guitar for a bigger one and get a case for it, a few new standard dress shirts 'cause my other ones are huge, and shoes.
that and still have to pay $30 a month to finish off my brother's contract on his cell phone in December.
that, children, is how it goes. when you have money, you never need stuff. when you don't have it, you need everything you see.
hey here's an idea--- somebody (not me) should have an end of summer cookout/party. before we have to go back to hell. how does that sound?
ok so it's just past 9 so i have to try and make this fast.
the one time i actually have something to talk about and i have to make it fast.
ok so the first thing was that yesterday i was watching a rerun of that road rules/real world battle of the seasons thing and in the background i heard this song, i was like "hey wait don't i know this song..."
I was amazed.
it was flickerstick's "beautiful". i almost died.
talking about death, some of the greatest things are being said at wwdn today... in the comments of the epitaph post. absolutely wonderful. i love it. apparently plan your epitaph day is 4 days before my birthday.
after two months i finally went back to hotmail to see if i could finish setting up an account there. as much as i hate hotmail, i get an email account. figures. anyway i'm gonna keep that email address for all those annoying surveys you have to fill out when you sign up for something, like mp3.com. stuff like that.
yeah well all i've been doing is surfing the net and reading flickerstick interviews. so nothing new there. i don't know maybe i'll go to a movie sometime. yeah
hey there. damn net. i can't get into yahoo and get my email. i hate when they have something messed up with their server. especially when i really need to check my email. oh well maybe it'll be fixed later tonight.
i bought RHCP's new cd By the Way today. it's pretty cool. for some reason i have this compulsion to say that it's pretty rad. damn wil and his slang. but ok yeah, it's pretty rad. now maybe i'll stop my obsession with by the way.
i got a cd and guess what else... finally, 7 months after i was originally supposed to get it... i went to the mvd and got my 1yr. permit. bout time, but you know i'm still gonna refuse to drive until i absolutely have to. like school.
when does the new rhcp cd come out? i've got that single stuck in my head, and i'm trying to download it on the weird new thing my brother got... KaZaA. and all because he didn't want to re-download audiogalaxy. i've already tried downloading like 3 versions and it didn't work. i'm on the fourth, and i just know that he's gonna be pissed.
oh well only six more weeks.
i got my hair cut like 2 hours ago. it's short...er... than i was expecting but they say that it'll grow out a little before school. god i hope so. it's weird, my head feels lighter and my back is cold. i can shake my head and it'll fly all over, not just lay there like it did. so that was my good deed for the week, i cut my hair, 10 inches off, for Locks for Love or something... cancer society... they make it into wigs but you have to cut off at least 10 inches. so i did.
"standin in line to see the show tonight/ and there's a light on/ heavy glow/ by the way i tried to say i'd be there/ waiting for..."
with that messed up john steinbeck book. no, not the pearl. but it's like it, just a lot longer. The Grapes of Wrath. I finished last night, and it took me exactly one week to read all like 457 pages (30 chapters). Never again. The next time someone hands me something by john steinbeck, i will first check if they still have their sanity, and then promptly put the book in the back of my bookshelf.
and the weird thing is, it was actually a pretty cool book, up until the end...
and for that reason, it isn't even in my top 5 worst books of all time. it's up there, but not in the top 5.
yay my mom is listening to 80's music on the radio. have i mentioned before that i am soooo an eighties child? well i am.
you know, i come to this computer with something to say, and then i say it in one sentence and have nothing else to talk about.
i have to go write another letter to alex, so aloha.
